Wednesday, April 18, 2007
* sigh * .. i suddenly dun feel lyk having a blog anymore as i dun wish to post all my feelings up here.. i rather keep it to myself den to let anyone noe.. i wanna shut myself up again and be a loner again.. but on second thoughts, i dun wana do tat again.. i dun wan the old charlene to come back again.. * sigh * .. i dono wat the hell i wan now in my life..
Tuesday midnight was on the fone wif fei ba & xinthia.. fei ba asked me y i suddenly become lyk tis.. really lose interest in guy already ma .. and i say YES .. i can still play and have fun wif the guys but nt to the extend anymore.. of cos if dere's a handsome guy in front of me, i will take a look at him lah .. xincess, u told me dere wont be a ending or future in it.. seriously i dun need as i dun seems to noe wat my future will be and as for now i enjoy it tis way.. i understand tat none of u wish to see me lyk tis .. but i cant help it too but got to admit tat i'm a bisexual.. i noe i've disappoint alot of u but i'm sorry .. * sigh * ..
for now, i jus choose to lurve the one i wanna lurve.. i jus hope tat no matter wat decision i've made, u guys will still support and stand by me regardless whether the person i lyk/lurve now is a her/him .. :)
* i choose to lurve and the way i wan..
Tuesday midnight was on the fone wif fei ba & xinthia.. fei ba asked me y i suddenly become lyk tis.. really lose interest in guy already ma .. and i say YES .. i can still play and have fun wif the guys but nt to the extend anymore.. of cos if dere's a handsome guy in front of me, i will take a look at him lah .. xincess, u told me dere wont be a ending or future in it.. seriously i dun need as i dun seems to noe wat my future will be and as for now i enjoy it tis way.. i understand tat none of u wish to see me lyk tis .. but i cant help it too but got to admit tat i'm a bisexual.. i noe i've disappoint alot of u but i'm sorry .. * sigh * ..
for now, i jus choose to lurve the one i wanna lurve.. i jus hope tat no matter wat decision i've made, u guys will still support and stand by me regardless whether the person i lyk/lurve now is a her/him .. :)
* i choose to lurve and the way i wan..
11:58:00 PM
