Wednesday, August 6, 2008
i admit recently i've been coping up everythin and anythin to myself. why..?! reason is simple. i love you so i doesnt wan u to feel extremely bad at urself for hurting me to the extreme and make us more unhappy. i spare a thought for u cos i noe the process u are goin thru now at times are really unbearable tat u feel like giving up. but u told me each time when u give up, eventually u would turn back for me. u doesnt wanna be such a unresponsible partner. wat ur cousin said is right. u can give up now BUT can u give up on me and our r/s..?! u turn the question around and ask me and w/o hesitation, i'll tell u right away i cant..!!
recently i cried more den i smile. i feel moody. i feel useless. i dislike the atmosphere between us. i dislike god been so unfair. i dislike us having no conversation and having sarcastic remarks. i dislike each time i'm been push to the edge tat hurts me, u and our r/s. i dislike u doing things against ur wish. i dislike asking u to do things u doesnt like but i got no other alternatives.
baby, i just wan us to be happy and loving always till the day we age together. i wish and hope for tat the smile on our face wil always be dere. i'm not greedy and dun ask for much. i just wish for u to be healthy and happy every single day/moment.
ps: iloveyoubaby
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