Friday, January 23, 2009
i've always know tat i am the luckiest woman to be in love wif u. i've never been so pampered and love by my partner. u made everythin and anythin impossible to become possible jus for me. i jus wanna be able to walk thru and finish the remaining lifetime together wif u but tis time round u push me away. all along i've never find u as a burden as my partner. i appreciate u and grateful of u for loving me soo dearly. but today u made me feel tat i'm been taken for granted by ur action and ur words. it's so crude and hurting. first time i cant control tearing. tears jus came even right now i'm typin tis entrie. we've never can stand been away from each other even for jus awhile. but u acutally stood away from me and said u doesnt understand wat i wan etc. the words tat was sent to my ears is so hurtful.
i've been very clear to u always and many times on how i value tis r/s. how i love tis r/s. how i would never call it quit for tis r/s. but each time we would nearly call it quit between us. things shouldn't be in tis way around. even for tis time round. i'm tired cos i dun wanna u to behave in tis way. all i wan is jus u to be healthy and good. to take care of urself and love urself as wat i've said before and ur condition to be stable enough in order doesnt have to worry. sigh.
i dono why things would turn out ugly tis time. mayb we shld give each other some space.
i've been very clear to u always and many times on how i value tis r/s. how i love tis r/s. how i would never call it quit for tis r/s. but each time we would nearly call it quit between us. things shouldn't be in tis way around. even for tis time round. i'm tired cos i dun wanna u to behave in tis way. all i wan is jus u to be healthy and good. to take care of urself and love urself as wat i've said before and ur condition to be stable enough in order doesnt have to worry. sigh.
i dono why things would turn out ugly tis time. mayb we shld give each other some space.
10:22:00 PM
