Thursday, September 8, 2011
i guess u had never left my heart before. it just tat i had close up the door for u to enter after since the first time we broke up. when the second time u came back knocking, i had already lock it up. fear for it will be broken again. like wat ppl always said, once bitten twice shy. i dono why but pick up the fone to text u knowing tat there will be no reply/respond from u. i hate to admit this but it's true that u left a big foot print in my heart and world. how did u ever capable of doing that sweetheart? i guess i can never know how to love someone else ever like how i used to loved u. every where i went, i seems to recall of our memories. we had sooooo much memories everywhere in singapore. soooo much.. regardless whether the bad/good times. fun/enjoyable times.
other den certain stuff i've still kept it, this is also one of website i choose to keep. i dono why but dere's sooo much memories and stuff of us tat i dun wish to erase/delete away.. dere's sooo much and toooo much. but u had threw away our stuffs.. who knows..
i dono whether wat the medium said is correct, but somehow the bond between us seems to be soo strong tat months after we broke up, i somehow still feel the connection dere. i dono whether im wrong to feel tat way or if it's really true. i choose to left u cos dere's no more trust for me in u. a r/s no more trust it's diffcult to carry on. and i shut myself up afraid of getting badly hurt too.
it might be a wrong move to do it but cos i guess tat the only way to it cos if we do really wans to carry on the r/s again, we have to really start all over again. i wan a full trust in the both of us sweetheart. i jus wan wounds to be carefully and fully heal before we can carry/walk on the road ahead of us.
i dono if we ever bound to met again on the road anot. i dono where will we ever fall in love wif each other all over again. i dono whether will we ever mark a special place in each other heart ever again. i dono whether will i ever see u again anot.. i misses everythin of urs. i feel soo tired walking alone along the road. i misses u holding my hand and look into my eyes to tell me it's alright. i have u with me.. )):
and sweetheart, i realise u had never left me. our memories, ur smile, ur everythin surround me almost everyday. it's just soo unbelieveable.. i dono whether do u still ever come here to read our blog. but i jus wanna share and talk everythin with u. it all went back to how we first met and talk everythin and anythin..
i do misses u sweetheart..
other den certain stuff i've still kept it, this is also one of website i choose to keep. i dono why but dere's sooo much memories and stuff of us tat i dun wish to erase/delete away.. dere's sooo much and toooo much. but u had threw away our stuffs.. who knows..
i dono whether wat the medium said is correct, but somehow the bond between us seems to be soo strong tat months after we broke up, i somehow still feel the connection dere. i dono whether im wrong to feel tat way or if it's really true. i choose to left u cos dere's no more trust for me in u. a r/s no more trust it's diffcult to carry on. and i shut myself up afraid of getting badly hurt too.
it might be a wrong move to do it but cos i guess tat the only way to it cos if we do really wans to carry on the r/s again, we have to really start all over again. i wan a full trust in the both of us sweetheart. i jus wan wounds to be carefully and fully heal before we can carry/walk on the road ahead of us.
i dono if we ever bound to met again on the road anot. i dono where will we ever fall in love wif each other all over again. i dono whether will we ever mark a special place in each other heart ever again. i dono whether will i ever see u again anot.. i misses everythin of urs. i feel soo tired walking alone along the road. i misses u holding my hand and look into my eyes to tell me it's alright. i have u with me.. )):
and sweetheart, i realise u had never left me. our memories, ur smile, ur everythin surround me almost everyday. it's just soo unbelieveable.. i dono whether do u still ever come here to read our blog. but i jus wanna share and talk everythin with u. it all went back to how we first met and talk everythin and anythin..
i do misses u sweetheart..
10:52:00 AM
