Monday, November 5, 2012

Decided to blog because tonight weather makes me misses u much.. Suddenly I remember of all the promises you made upon me but had never once fulfill them.. U promise me to bring me to hong kong which will be out first tour oversea together.. But you never fulfill them.. There's sooo much of promises and things you had promised.. But never did it fulfill..

You promises me a family just like Ellen Generates and her partner but you did not fulfill either.. Everybody might think I hurt you the last time round or I played you out just for revenge but to me, anybody or everybody can blame me or dun understand me but only you can't.. Cos you are my sweetheart my love and you should know exactly wat happened and wat was my intention.

I wanted to closed down this blog of ours when we broke up but end up I didn't cos I can't bear to as there is too much memories of us and also this is the only place where by I feel tat u are here and I can talk to. I feel calm and comfortable in here. Assuming you are just in front of me listing to me whining and throwing my princess temper.

In front of you, I dun have to pretend.. I can be me myself when I'm in front of you. I dun have to pretend to be strong. I dun like everything and anything. In front of you, I can be tat little princess tat whine and bite and cry like nobody business cos u will be there to comfort me and lent me lean on ur shoulder.. You will pull me into your arms and wrap me up telling me it's alright and fine. Giving me the warmth and love sincerely right from you..

I guess I'm done with my whining.. ));