Sunday, June 30, 2013
time flies and tomorrow leaving again. received a private missed call in the middle of the wee hours. how I wish it is you but how I wish it isn't you that called. if is you that called, I dono wat is the purposed that you called. if it isn't you called, maybe somehow I might feel disappointed. maybe you called to see if I am really back.
I msg you using a Malaysian number and the person was fierce and say doesn't know the person by the name I had said. I dono if is really you and you chose to denied as the number was truly given to me by a school mate in the force and he said he had know you for 3 years. you were his senior and he assure me that is ur number. he told me that number is your work fone. I try a few attempts but fail to get the truth.
I try thru mango and Jason to pass the msg across to you but in the end all I got was disappointment. but I was too naïve to think that you will wants to talk to me again. but I was too naïve to think that we can work things out all over around and thinking you would woo me all over again just like how you woo me the first time to be ur only girl for the last time. but I was too naïve to think that things can be better between us. there is soo many but and maybe.
maybe you have really moved on and find someone to love. maybe you have moved on not to loved me anymore. maybe time flies and you feel that you does not wanna to love me anymore. maybe....
heartbroke, disappointment, lost... never ever think that we might not start all over again. I always tot that you will loved me through out this lifetime as wat you always said to me and wat you had always promised me. but I guess I was silly to believe as this world, people change when time files.
I just hope and wish we could always talk nicely and not pissed each other off when we are in the conversation. but it seems like we are always pissing each other off just like last time.
sweetheart, how are you? I misses you. :(
I msg you using a Malaysian number and the person was fierce and say doesn't know the person by the name I had said. I dono if is really you and you chose to denied as the number was truly given to me by a school mate in the force and he said he had know you for 3 years. you were his senior and he assure me that is ur number. he told me that number is your work fone. I try a few attempts but fail to get the truth.
I try thru mango and Jason to pass the msg across to you but in the end all I got was disappointment. but I was too naïve to think that you will wants to talk to me again. but I was too naïve to think that we can work things out all over around and thinking you would woo me all over again just like how you woo me the first time to be ur only girl for the last time. but I was too naïve to think that things can be better between us. there is soo many but and maybe.
maybe you have really moved on and find someone to love. maybe you have moved on not to loved me anymore. maybe time flies and you feel that you does not wanna to love me anymore. maybe....
heartbroke, disappointment, lost... never ever think that we might not start all over again. I always tot that you will loved me through out this lifetime as wat you always said to me and wat you had always promised me. but I guess I was silly to believe as this world, people change when time files.
I just hope and wish we could always talk nicely and not pissed each other off when we are in the conversation. but it seems like we are always pissing each other off just like last time.
sweetheart, how are you? I misses you. :(
12:48:00 AM
