Monday, November 23, 2015
This is the place where i can blog, say and share. I do not see the purpose of closing it down neither it cross my mind to open a new blog.
9 days passed by and i still missed sasha soo much. regardless how many years pass by, i will also remember her and love her. She passed away peacefully on 14 Nov with me and my second brother around her. We decided to stop all treatment for her as the cancer is spreading aggressively. Once, she started to have nose bleeding and is getting skinner day by day.
I could feel her bone her spine. Her legs no longer have muscle and is getting weaker. Getting nose bleeding more often. Well.. i guess i was just trying to deceive myself that she will get better and have the cancer control with all the medication and treatment she is having. Knowing with the treatment that is not taking any effect on her, i will need to make the hardest decision ever. To put her to sleep in order to stop her suffering.
Knowing she passed away peacefully and fast, we felt glad but at the same time coping with difference of having her not around at home anymore. If god let me choose once again, i would still bring her home the day when our eyes met and still provide all the love to her.
We had got a place to have her urn dere so that we could visit her every now and then.
14 November 2015 is the second heart breaking day for me to make the decision to let her gooo.. hope she had cross rainbow over the bridge and had fun with all her doggies friends..
my dearest sasha, i missed you and i know you no longer had to endure all the injection / medication / suffering. i wish you are happy and in good hand of god. u will be my first and last doggy with all the love.
i missed and love you, sasha!
9 days passed by and i still missed sasha soo much. regardless how many years pass by, i will also remember her and love her. She passed away peacefully on 14 Nov with me and my second brother around her. We decided to stop all treatment for her as the cancer is spreading aggressively. Once, she started to have nose bleeding and is getting skinner day by day.
I could feel her bone her spine. Her legs no longer have muscle and is getting weaker. Getting nose bleeding more often. Well.. i guess i was just trying to deceive myself that she will get better and have the cancer control with all the medication and treatment she is having. Knowing with the treatment that is not taking any effect on her, i will need to make the hardest decision ever. To put her to sleep in order to stop her suffering.
Knowing she passed away peacefully and fast, we felt glad but at the same time coping with difference of having her not around at home anymore. If god let me choose once again, i would still bring her home the day when our eyes met and still provide all the love to her.
We had got a place to have her urn dere so that we could visit her every now and then.
14 November 2015 is the second heart breaking day for me to make the decision to let her gooo.. hope she had cross rainbow over the bridge and had fun with all her doggies friends..
my dearest sasha, i missed you and i know you no longer had to endure all the injection / medication / suffering. i wish you are happy and in good hand of god. u will be my first and last doggy with all the love.
i missed and love you, sasha!
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