Thursday, April 7, 2016
♥ Every year on the 06 April
Every year on the 6th April, i will always wish you regardless is via blogging / email / text msg (number that is already not unused) / in my heart. It has already become a habit of wishing you back then when we are not in contact.
It was so nice to hear from you and receiving the birthday msg from you. It was so unexpected but still it brought smiles on to my face as usual. I was really surprise to have bump into you that day at Yew Tee. But given your habit, u will definitely goes back to the same hair salon for hair cut by the same hairdresser.
As mentioned in my text msgs, i wish for nothing but ur good health and well being. Dun be workaholic and neglect ur health. when rest and food is needed, slow down the pace and take a break. Even if you dun care about ur own health and well being, bear in mind there is still someone out dere cares for u and worry for u.
I had never regretted knowing and loving you. You always give the best to me. Dote / pamper and spoil me like a princess in your own ways. Giving the assurances and devotion. Thank you sweetheart for loving me dearly and always. Do know that you always live there in a place name My Heart regardless what.
Love,
Charlene
It was so nice to hear from you and receiving the birthday msg from you. It was so unexpected but still it brought smiles on to my face as usual. I was really surprise to have bump into you that day at Yew Tee. But given your habit, u will definitely goes back to the same hair salon for hair cut by the same hairdresser.
As mentioned in my text msgs, i wish for nothing but ur good health and well being. Dun be workaholic and neglect ur health. when rest and food is needed, slow down the pace and take a break. Even if you dun care about ur own health and well being, bear in mind there is still someone out dere cares for u and worry for u.
I had never regretted knowing and loving you. You always give the best to me. Dote / pamper and spoil me like a princess in your own ways. Giving the assurances and devotion. Thank you sweetheart for loving me dearly and always. Do know that you always live there in a place name My Heart regardless what.
Love,
Charlene
3:53:00 AM
Monday, November 23, 2015
This is the place where i can blog, say and share. I do not see the purpose of closing it down neither it cross my mind to open a new blog.
9 days passed by and i still missed sasha soo much. regardless how many years pass by, i will also remember her and love her. She passed away peacefully on 14 Nov with me and my second brother around her. We decided to stop all treatment for her as the cancer is spreading aggressively. Once, she started to have nose bleeding and is getting skinner day by day.
I could feel her bone her spine. Her legs no longer have muscle and is getting weaker. Getting nose bleeding more often. Well.. i guess i was just trying to deceive myself that she will get better and have the cancer control with all the medication and treatment she is having. Knowing with the treatment that is not taking any effect on her, i will need to make the hardest decision ever. To put her to sleep in order to stop her suffering.
Knowing she passed away peacefully and fast, we felt glad but at the same time coping with difference of having her not around at home anymore. If god let me choose once again, i would still bring her home the day when our eyes met and still provide all the love to her.
We had got a place to have her urn dere so that we could visit her every now and then.
14 November 2015 is the second heart breaking day for me to make the decision to let her gooo.. hope she had cross rainbow over the bridge and had fun with all her doggies friends..
my dearest sasha, i missed you and i know you no longer had to endure all the injection / medication / suffering. i wish you are happy and in good hand of god. u will be my first and last doggy with all the love.
i missed and love you, sasha!
9 days passed by and i still missed sasha soo much. regardless how many years pass by, i will also remember her and love her. She passed away peacefully on 14 Nov with me and my second brother around her. We decided to stop all treatment for her as the cancer is spreading aggressively. Once, she started to have nose bleeding and is getting skinner day by day.
I could feel her bone her spine. Her legs no longer have muscle and is getting weaker. Getting nose bleeding more often. Well.. i guess i was just trying to deceive myself that she will get better and have the cancer control with all the medication and treatment she is having. Knowing with the treatment that is not taking any effect on her, i will need to make the hardest decision ever. To put her to sleep in order to stop her suffering.
Knowing she passed away peacefully and fast, we felt glad but at the same time coping with difference of having her not around at home anymore. If god let me choose once again, i would still bring her home the day when our eyes met and still provide all the love to her.
We had got a place to have her urn dere so that we could visit her every now and then.
14 November 2015 is the second heart breaking day for me to make the decision to let her gooo.. hope she had cross rainbow over the bridge and had fun with all her doggies friends..
my dearest sasha, i missed you and i know you no longer had to endure all the injection / medication / suffering. i wish you are happy and in good hand of god. u will be my first and last doggy with all the love.
i missed and love you, sasha!
3:43:00 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2015
♥ after sooo long
after sooo long decided to blog again. u might be checking up or you might not be checking up on the blog anymore.
i was surprised and happy to have receive call and text from you. surprised bcos after soo long i hear from you and knowing you are fine and alright. happy bcos i hear your voice after soo long. the day when you call me made me heart skip a beat. i was nervous bcos i dono what to say and how to start the conversation.
honestly, we always missed out each other even after soo many years. the night when i told you, you were late. i cried. bcos i was hoping you could have said and confess earlier and not when i had decided to leave the spot waiting dearly for you.
after months, we still missed out each other bcos i was attached with someone. meeting you and falling in love was never planned in my life. you had loved me well and pampered me like a princess for the years we had spend together loving each other.
i do see and sense the determination from you getting back together and to love me again. but... things changed. times changed. i dun wanna hurt either you or him. i cannot say he is 100% good but he is 90% good. other den you, he is another one who can take my nasty temper full of nonsence and shit from me.
although he dun spoilt me like a princess like how you spoilt me, but he do makes me grown. he gave me positive energy and made me smile although he do make me pek cek and dishearted at times.
ppl will say it will change after a period and it will no longer be the same. we have no honeymoon period and we shared everything which how u and me always do too. i trust and believe he will continue to be the same in treating him and will not changed.
im sorry to have disappoint you sweetheart. u do still live in my heart in a place that i had kept for you. please stay and live well bcos u will always be rmb by me.
im sorry my xiao chao ren.
2:55:00 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2014
i dun feel good if nt able to reach you. i dun feel happy. been nagging at u to get the phone fix or probably get a new fone instead.
baby, i feel neglected by u.. i knw u are very tied up at work so all the work piling up high. but i need u to make time for urself and for us. is been 7 mths and till nw we have nt even go out on dates.. nt to say catching a movie. sometime i just need a few hrs of ur day do u know. but after tinking tat u r soo tired to the max at work, i choose to be understanding and not to disturb u..
how much have we actually talk on fone or even text each other. i dun mind tat im the one always texting u to remind u this and that but sometime u r just soo unresponsive. sometime i just wants to have a small chat with u when im having a bad day etc.. sometime i just feel like sharing stuff with u. but.... knowing u r soo tied with at work, i just choose not to do it.
now with ur fone spoilt, i dun feel good.
baby, u aint longer alone do u know. now, u have me with u to walk the journey with u. i just wish and hope u put in effort in us. how can two persons doesnt see each other for 7 mths? ))=
do you love me baby? bcos i love u much baby...... ))=
**grumpy day**
baby, i feel neglected by u.. i knw u are very tied up at work so all the work piling up high. but i need u to make time for urself and for us. is been 7 mths and till nw we have nt even go out on dates.. nt to say catching a movie. sometime i just need a few hrs of ur day do u know. but after tinking tat u r soo tired to the max at work, i choose to be understanding and not to disturb u..
how much have we actually talk on fone or even text each other. i dun mind tat im the one always texting u to remind u this and that but sometime u r just soo unresponsive. sometime i just wants to have a small chat with u when im having a bad day etc.. sometime i just feel like sharing stuff with u. but.... knowing u r soo tied with at work, i just choose not to do it.
now with ur fone spoilt, i dun feel good.
baby, u aint longer alone do u know. now, u have me with u to walk the journey with u. i just wish and hope u put in effort in us. how can two persons doesnt see each other for 7 mths? ))=
do you love me baby? bcos i love u much baby...... ))=
**grumpy day**
9:00:00 PM
