Thursday, March 22, 2007
♥ i need a life ..
today whole day slack at home.. slp till around noon den yuann deardear call to ask me wake up.. luckily dear called if nt i tink i can slp lyk nobody business.. hahaa.. cos she ended sch very early today so i guess she dono where to go slack or wat ba.. hahaa.. *dear.. i misses you lots.. i miss ya disturbing n irritate me.. hahaa.. honestly, u r the first person tat dare to irritate n disturb me in vball other den xinthia.. but u r to the extreme.. hahaa.. but i still do lurve you.. :) * after she had call me to wake up, i still continue lying on the bed.. jus too lazy to wake up and move around.. totally lyk a dead body lidat.. hahaa.. but after lying on the bed for abt half and hour and so, i've decided to move my lazy body up from my comfortable bed and go wash up for lunch..
so from dere, my butt start to stick on to the sofa together wif my porridge in front of the tv.. hahaa.. and so half my day is gone by wasting the time lyk tis.. enough of watchin the tv, i've decided to help my mother to vacuum the house.. see, such a good girl i am rite..?! hehe.. after finish the household chores, i went online n xinthia came to PM me asking whether wana go IMM anot cos she wana go DAISO to buy doggy stuff for her new puppy, BOBBY .. so i agree to pei her lor since at home oso nth to do much.. we agree to meet 4 plus at jurong east but end up ronald can book out early for night's out and wanna meet me at 4 plus.. den i told him i meeting xinthia at 4 plus n he said den now wat.. with his reply lidat, i noe we r sure to have quarrels today.. *sigh* .. so i told xinthia abt it n she oso said she's abit lazy to go DAISO already so end i told ronald i suggested to go chong pang have dinner together wif xinthia and he's fine wif it..
but before meeting xinthia, we had a small quarrel already but after tat we make peace .. things are fine during dinner etc.. BUT by the time when we wanna take train home, we r already ignoring each other already.. in between abit of conflicts again.. *sigh* ..
honestly, i slowly having the feeling tat our paces are getting different again.. seriously, i dun understand wat's goin wrong in our r/s.. everyone has been asking me to relax abit n telling me u r a nice guy etc.. but they are jus seeing as a outsider.. i admit tat u r a nice guy too.. but at one point, our opinion in lots of things r different.. people always say tat when the second time couples get back together again, the r/s for sure can work out.. but they din noe tat nt every couples n the r/s can be tat way too.. to be true, we had our sweet days too.. but tell me, how many sweet days do we have compare to quarrel day n etc.. it's jus onli a small portion of it compare to the day of quarrel we had.. can u image we can even quarrel on our anniversary too.. haa.. i doubt other ppl will believe tat.. *sigh* .. sometime i got the strong feeling of getting my life back and needed a space for breathing.. i dun lyk restriction and controls.. u noe the best of me but yet u lyk asking lot of things in detailed.. *sigh* .. for sure i noe tat tis time round, i'm be hurting u again but we dono when the day will come by .. *sigh* ..
*wat would our r/s be in future or mayb 6 months down the road..? i cant image or figure it out at all.. cos i noe i'm slowly getting out from our r/s in order to breath again..*
*xincess.. i needed u sister cum kakis n everythin.. we needed to meet up to have fun n enjoy..
*zhu.. we need to meet up more often recently.. i needed to chill out..
*yuann deardear.. i needed ur chocolate and ur massage.. n one more thing.. tis time round ur shoulder.. lurve you dear.. :)
so from dere, my butt start to stick on to the sofa together wif my porridge in front of the tv.. hahaa.. and so half my day is gone by wasting the time lyk tis.. enough of watchin the tv, i've decided to help my mother to vacuum the house.. see, such a good girl i am rite..?! hehe.. after finish the household chores, i went online n xinthia came to PM me asking whether wana go IMM anot cos she wana go DAISO to buy doggy stuff for her new puppy, BOBBY .. so i agree to pei her lor since at home oso nth to do much.. we agree to meet 4 plus at jurong east but end up ronald can book out early for night's out and wanna meet me at 4 plus.. den i told him i meeting xinthia at 4 plus n he said den now wat.. with his reply lidat, i noe we r sure to have quarrels today.. *sigh* .. so i told xinthia abt it n she oso said she's abit lazy to go DAISO already so end i told ronald i suggested to go chong pang have dinner together wif xinthia and he's fine wif it..
but before meeting xinthia, we had a small quarrel already but after tat we make peace .. things are fine during dinner etc.. BUT by the time when we wanna take train home, we r already ignoring each other already.. in between abit of conflicts again.. *sigh* ..
honestly, i slowly having the feeling tat our paces are getting different again.. seriously, i dun understand wat's goin wrong in our r/s.. everyone has been asking me to relax abit n telling me u r a nice guy etc.. but they are jus seeing as a outsider.. i admit tat u r a nice guy too.. but at one point, our opinion in lots of things r different.. people always say tat when the second time couples get back together again, the r/s for sure can work out.. but they din noe tat nt every couples n the r/s can be tat way too.. to be true, we had our sweet days too.. but tell me, how many sweet days do we have compare to quarrel day n etc.. it's jus onli a small portion of it compare to the day of quarrel we had.. can u image we can even quarrel on our anniversary too.. haa.. i doubt other ppl will believe tat.. *sigh* .. sometime i got the strong feeling of getting my life back and needed a space for breathing.. i dun lyk restriction and controls.. u noe the best of me but yet u lyk asking lot of things in detailed.. *sigh* .. for sure i noe tat tis time round, i'm be hurting u again but we dono when the day will come by .. *sigh* ..
*wat would our r/s be in future or mayb 6 months down the road..? i cant image or figure it out at all.. cos i noe i'm slowly getting out from our r/s in order to breath again..*
*xincess.. i needed u sister cum kakis n everythin.. we needed to meet up to have fun n enjoy..
*zhu.. we need to meet up more often recently.. i needed to chill out..
*yuann deardear.. i needed ur chocolate and ur massage.. n one more thing.. tis time round ur shoulder.. lurve you dear.. :)
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