Thursday, March 22, 2007
♥ i'm sorry..
sorry for keep hurting you.. i jus needed a breathing space for myself or shld i said the both of us needed a breathing space.. u wanted to have a real second chance to work things out and if tis second time really cant work out u will let go without saying anythin.. but i said no and i dun wan it anymore .. i noe i'm being very cruel towards u and i oso feeling very guilty.. but is nt tat i dun wan but when both of us noe very clearly tat things r getting no where.. u urself oso noe tat dere's always being endless quarrels for us.. basically, we could quarrel for anythin and everythin.. it's very exhausted and tiring for maintaining tis kind of r/s.. i do lurve you but tat was in the past.. i tot after getting back together the second time, my lurve for u would slowly get back again .. but it wasn't tat deep n strong anymore.. the both of us noe tat lots of things have been happening in between .. but sometime we r jus taking as if nth has happened..
mayb i'm nt the gal for u.. u needed tat kind tat lurve u alot alot and make changes for u.. but i cant anymore.. both of us has been making changes for tis r/s but end up we did change but we oso change the whole r/s things too.. it shldn't be tat way but the facts are things have already happen.. during the 1 month plus break-up, i've used to my own life.. with no restriction and controls.. i admit at times it's lonely but tat is wat life is.. mayb we r jus too rush in getting back together at tat time..
*one day, u'll find a gal tat u truely lurve.. in the future i dono wat we will become lyk but i jus hope tat we will still become good frens.. :)
mayb i'm nt the gal for u.. u needed tat kind tat lurve u alot alot and make changes for u.. but i cant anymore.. both of us has been making changes for tis r/s but end up we did change but we oso change the whole r/s things too.. it shldn't be tat way but the facts are things have already happen.. during the 1 month plus break-up, i've used to my own life.. with no restriction and controls.. i admit at times it's lonely but tat is wat life is.. mayb we r jus too rush in getting back together at tat time..
*one day, u'll find a gal tat u truely lurve.. in the future i dono wat we will become lyk but i jus hope tat we will still become good frens.. :)
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